Oct 18 2008

Alaska 2008

Yesterday, while driving to the “Wallace Compound” I spied, high in the air, a flock of Sand Hill Cranes. They are heading south very early this year. I suspect this means that it will be a very cold fall hunting season. Normally, they begin to head south around September 7th. Once they fly over you can count on the Northern Lights to flicker in the night sky; wisps of white, blue-green, and purples. Sometimes it looks like two children playing with flashlights between the mountain ranges. The beam of light appears drunk from the beauty below, staggering this way and that with no real rhyme or reason.

Melancholy becomes me.

I sat on a bucket today and talked to my old, dear friend, Cheyenne. He is lame and will not be going out into the bush as my guide horse this year. I light up my best cigar, put hay at my feet and spoke to him of our many adventures together – some good, some awesome, some painful.

I recalled with great clarity one particular day that we went to retrieve Dall sheep meat at five in the morning high in the mountains. A Guide and Client (I was a wrangler at this point) could not manage to bring it out the previous day. So, I saddle up Cheyenne and the pack horse, Tec and headed down stream to a ridge where I would climb until the tie off point. Along the way I was admiring the day’s beginning and not paying any attention (silly me) to the task at hand. Cheyenne stopped dead and I almost continued forward over his head. He was snorting and thumping the ground. I looked down to see a steaming pile of bear shit! It looked like someone had killed Boo Berry. It was huge! I immediately pulled out my 44 11 inch barrel hand gun and moved Cheyenne down stream, singing “The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald” replacing words with my own about my Hero Coke Wallace. (It gave me courage). We headed down stream double time and came to the apex of the ridge just as the sun hit us. It was warm, spectacular, and one of the greatest moments of my life! Down below were three huge caribou walking up stream. It was like a scene in a movie, all the while music from an emotional soundtrack played in my head. I wished right there and then that my mom, dad, and any girl I would ever date could see me.

Cheyenne, Tec and I enjoyed the morning sun as I pulled out a cigar, lit it up and watched the morning dew upon the alders. It was a moment I will never forget. If I were to die, I would want that scene of the early August morning on my tomb stone. Cheyenne and I talked for some time. The cigar was long enjoyed by the time I stood up (the best I could, my back tighten up.) Tearfully, I hugged his neck long and hard. He isn’t the horse he once was. Nor am I the naive wrangler. He symbolizes greatness and patience. He taught me to trust him. Hell, many, many times I looked to him for guidance in the mountains. He saved my ass many times and I returned the favor. I told him that I loved him – lame or not. To me our friendship will never end.


Dec 11 2006

Iraq-18 Months

The emotions of worry, exhaustion, hunger, suspicion, confusion, hope, and the blank stare of numbness can be found on the faces of these men. I worked with these men in hopes of building a better life of stability and security for their country and loved ones. It was a profoundly emotional struggle. Strong friendships were made. In the end neither they nor I will be able to judge if our time was well spent. That answer will come from the generations to follow. Together these Men and I ran cranes and heavy equipment to build a Military Base. Each day they risked their lives to earn in one hour what they made in one month under Saddam. At the end of the day we hoped that we had laid a small piece of the foundation in which prosperity, health, and peace would be built upon. Only time will tell if the toil and risk were worth it.


Feb 20 2006

Mongolia Eagle Hunting

Just one of many pictures I have of one of the best experiences of my life. He and I became fast friends. It was another experience that proved two common souls need not a language from which to speak with a tongue but a kindred spirit and respect for that person or their heart of being.

The Garb I am wearing was purchased from a man whom sold it to me because “your soul is warm and heart bright”. It’s a jacket that was made 80 years ago by his grandmother and the hat was made 20 years ago. The Coat is sheep on the inside and horse on the outside. I wore it each day I hunted with great reverence and humble feelings of awe. The old man was 68 years old and still shod horses. His Eagle was his 10th Eagle and mine was 6 years old. Still young for an Eagle. At 10 years old they are usually set free. I had the awesome joy and fire of anticipation to send my “bird” 3 times. It was a feeling I have never felt nor will feel again in my life unless, I take up the old man on his offer to live with him as his son. I might meet him half way on that offer and just live with him as they move from place to place in happy harmony with nature. He said I could pick from his finest horses to ride. But for now I will have to continue to soar in my heart for our friendship. Some day I will gallop into his Ger (with his hands in the air telling me not to ride so fast into that area, “it scares the sheep and yaks” that’s another story. You will have to wait until I get the text ready and pictures sorted to see more.